Yesterday, something happened. It has happened to me the 3rd time. Each time I have always been the one giving in the relationship (i.e. between family/between friends/between lovers). It always happen when I have given the love, the time, the effort and a part of me, the other party rejects it. Reason being they do not deserve what I have given. Is that really what they really think or what it's just a statement to make themselves feel better for causing hurt? Isn't it a blessing to be able to give? Why do I always end up bruised and wounded? Is it because my givings are not good enough for them? Maybe they think they deserve better?
Is there something wrong with my judgement? When I think that person is deserving, it seems like he/she thinks otherwise.
Even being let down time after time, I think I can still go on. I will keep on giving to the people around me. I believe one day someone is willing to think that he/she deserves my love, time, effort and a part of me.
